18 weeks

Good lord. How is it already 18 weeks? In two more weeks, I'll be half way there!

Keep feeling up and down about my tummy. Some times I think it's just fine, but other times I want it to be BIGGER! I want everyone to see I'm having a baby, damn it! My friend Emily said that it feels a little wierd (she may have said uncomfortable) once your tummy can rest on your lap, so I guess I should be grateful for the size I am now. Fine!

Keep having dreams about life with Parker, but it keeps changing between a boy or a girl, dream to dream. I have an anatomy scan at the end of the month, so I guess I just have to wait it out until then with mix and match dreams.

Speaking of dreams, Lance is out procuring the dinner my subconscious picked out. I sure hope cupcakes are nutritious, because that's all I want.

xoxo